It was a cold night in early 2012 when I finally found the courage I never knew that I had been hiding under my skin in between my bones. I guess I was just saving it for the right time after all those years and I guess that night was it, the night that I was so convinced that I had the guts. I stood in the doorway at the bottom of the stairs. The cold air rushed in through the open door and shook the trees but my courage and my strong will held me still. I took my steps in and there it was, there you were. Perplexed, I stood there with frozen hands and frozen stares. My heart raced. ; I stood there still, astounded, never thought that I could be brought that far.
I was in the verge to burst in tears of joy when I found that the same night, was the end of everything. All the things I thought I'd had, I never got to see.
I never wanted to remember it the way I do, but that was not something I could change.
I found the courage once before, I'm hoping to find it again soon.
Please, please, I'd kill only to find it back. Please, let me find back the courage I once had.
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