Selasa, 31 Juli 2012

02:02 and i'm bored as hell

hi.

i just downloaded the Overexposed album... and I love it. My favorite songs are Sad and Wipe Your Eyes, I've been repeating both since 3 hours ago.

 i took a nap and a sip of coffee after lunch and now i can't sleep. my bad.
and i have to be up in 2 hours. duh. and i'm having a chem quiz in 8 hours.
wish me luck!

chem test... right. i'm in science class, i've made up my mind.
i don't know why, though.

i don't usually talk about my problems on blogger but frankly, i'm quite scared seeing most of my friends making plans and decisions on following their dreams. Most of them already have that clear image of what and where they're going t to be 10 years from now, and what they are going to major in.
while i'm sitting here not knowing what my passion really is. i mean i like economics, i like math and i like physics and stuffs but i'm don't like them enough to take them(or one of them) as my major. like everything's vague and i don't even know what i really want. my friends keep reminding me that i just haven't found my passion yet and i'm going to, soon, but who knows?

i'm afraid of taking the wrong turn. afraid of walking a wrong route and and afraid of not being able to come back, to start everything all over again.
God, lead me.

Selasa, 17 Juli 2012

oasis

Kamu.
Di saat seperti ini, aku sangat berterimakasih kepada Tuhan atas eksistensi kamu. 
Sangat berterimakasih kepada Tuhan karena mengenalkanku kepada orang seperti kamu.
Selamat tidur.

Sabtu, 14 Juli 2012

A New Start?

hello there! it's been a while since the last time I actually wrote something due to IGCSE and final exam and other school stuffs. Since the exams are finally over now I'm going to start writing again. I am now running to be a part of the student council, and there's still a long way to run so... wish me luck.

Anyway, I just came back from Singapore. My 4-day-trip to spore was probably one of the best since i had Tania, my 14 y.o cousin, to keep me company. It's my first time travelling abroad with her. We share the same taste in fashion and music and stuffs since we were just toddlers. it's so nice to have her around, especially when it comes to shopping. we walked around from orchard central to ion, from 5pm until closing time every night. Duh, i miss her already.

Oh ya, I just found this beautiful song from one of my favorite bands on earth. Coldplay :)



Oh no, I spun a web and it's tangled up with me.

I never meant to cause you trouble, 
and I never meant to do you wrong.